Indian Preacher Man

Church was especially good today. An Indian (India, not Native American :) ) native and missionary came and shared about his life and ministry. I love when missionaries come to visit and share. It seriously pumps me up. However, it also makes me feel so discontent. I go through those thoughts of feeling like I'm wasting my time and money when I could be on the mission field. The fact is, I won't have my bachelors degree until May 2013. Yikes! Ahhhh I just itch to leave the country sometimes. Just drop everything and leave. I did it once. And went to Cambodia for three months. I don't regret it. However, I don't foresee myself just dropping everything again and peacing out- at least not until I'm done with school. So, what do I do? Short term trips are practical. I guess I just don't like the feeling of being "tied down" with school. I try to remember Paul, John and Baptist and Jesus in these times because they too went through a long season of preparation. I just hope I'm doing the right thing, by being in school... spending thousands upon thousands of dollars hoping it will bring an open door for a job and ministry in the future. I just love Jesus and want to learn to fully embrace today, and also seize every opportunity given by Him. So, these are my thoughts for today :)