Friday, December 24, 2010

A Christmas Blog.

Merry Christmas Friends.

I'm currently lounging in my bed in my new fleece jammies listening to "Classical Christmas" on Pandora. Simply snuggly. 

This Christmas is unlike any other before. This is my first Christmas not at home in Maryland. This year has been a whirlwind of change, so it only seems proper. This is also the first Christmas Eve my brother and I have spent apart. Every Christmas Eve we would have a little party upstairs. I remember one year, I think I was 4 and he was 6 we got ourselves so worked up over Santa coming, we both threw up. Such good memories. As we got older, we would stay up all night playing games, watching movies, and talking. He too had a whirlwind of a year and is currently at his new home with his beautiful wife... and dog... and cat... and fish. So, Instead of partying with my bro, I blog :)

This is the Moy's first Christmas ever with a FAKE tree. Though it lacks the wonderful foresty scent, it sure is pretty. 

I made the fam cute stockings for the mantel. Personalized of course.

I also made a little snowman cake and cupcakes.

Then, Dad gave me a little lesson on wine. It went a little something like this: "Jess, try these two wines and tell me which one you like more"...... "Meh, neither"

Sonny and Sarah stopped back in before they headed home for the night, to get their matching polar bear jammies from my parents... so we got a little brother/sister/husband/wife/sister/sister shot.

And the festivities shall continue tomorrow...

So now, I will spend the rest of this night cozied in my bed, listening to some peaceful Christmas hymns, spending time with Jesus. I am so thankful for being grafted in- He is so gracious. And if there is one thing I know of the Lord- it is that He is faithful. The Lord and I have a history together, and He has proven Himself time and time again. I am so thankful.

Merry Christmas

 The people walking in darkness
   have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of deep darkness
   a light has dawned.
You have enlarged the nation
   and increased their joy;
they rejoice before you
   as people rejoice at the harvest,
as warriors rejoice
   when dividing the plunder.
For as in the day of Midian’s defeat,
   you have shattered
the yoke that burdens them,
   the bar across their shoulders,
   the rod of their oppressor.
Every warrior’s boot used in battle
   and every garment rolled in blood
will be destined for burning,
   will be fuel for the fire.
For to us a child is born,
   to us a son is given,
   and the government will be on his shoulders.
And he will be called
   Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
   Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

Of the greatness of his government and peace
   there will be no end.
He will reign on David’s throne
   and over his kingdom,
establishing and upholding it
   with justice and righteousness
   from that time on and forever.
The zeal of the LORD Almighty
   will accomplish this.
Isaiah 9:2-7

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

DC's pretty neat.

I spent a fun weekend with two good friends in DC. We certainly exhausted our time together. I'm still recuperating.

Let's start at the beginning...


The three of us were planning on heading out of VAB around noon on Friday. When it took me an hour and a half on the snowy roads to go about 14 miles, I knew we'd probably have to wait... to kill some time, we took some creative pics with our friend, Eric.

Around 7:30 we figured the roads would mostly be plowed and we should head out. Halfway through the trip my windshield wiper fluid froze (we weren't sure what was wrong with it at the time, but my mom admitted to me yesterday that she had put windex in it last time I was home instead of wiper fluid.... which doesn't freeze). The salt was caked on my wind shied so thickly, I had to stop and do something about it...

Around 12:30am we finally made it to my house. We stayed up til about 2am doing push ups...

The next morning, Tim headed out super early to DC, while Kelc and I slept a little more. We headed out the the metro and arrived in DC around 11. We first went to the Smithsonian- Natural History.

We saw dinos...

an elephant...
...and a bunch of other cool stuff we didn't take pictures of.

Then, Tim met up with us and we headed to the Capitol...


piggy backs!

jump!


We ate a quick lunch...

yummy yum yum

Then we proceeded to get a tour of the Capitol building by Tim's friend, Robby. Whom is now Kelcey's and my friend as well.

giving Abe a little love


Robby's so smart


America the Beautiful


circle of friendship


We toured the Capitol for a couple hours... it was a blast! I didn't know the Capitol was so fun.







We then headed out to Union Station for just a few minutes to hop on the metro and found a big Norwegian-American Christmas tree!
We headed home to celebrate my Dad's Birthday. Unfortunately, all of his sisters were sick with some stomach flu... so the party was little. Just my mom, Kelc, Sonny, Sarah, me and a couple of my neighbors.
caught Daddy mid-blink. oops!
Kelc and I started the next day getting our hair cut! Then we drove to Robby's house to meet up with Tim. We started the day at the Eastern Market (I think...)

mmm hot dog

 
market!
 
yummy cookies and croissants









After our adventure in the market, we went to Chinatown. Now, I was a little disappointed with Chinatown. I def didn't feel like I was in a different country.  
china china!
We were kinda wore out at this point, so we relaxed for a bit in a Starbucks then headed back to Robby's for a bumpin Christmas party!
Me, Kelc and Robby
friends :)








Later that night we ventured out and got a late night shot by the Capitol!
Robby was kind enough to open his home to Kelc and I to stay the night at "Hotel Robby". The next morning Tim, Kelc, and I headed to a yummy brunch. Before parting ways, Tim prayed for all of us and we said our good-byes.  

If I could sum up this weekend in one simple phrase, it would be this:


Monday, December 20, 2010

this is real life.

My beautiful Grandma Moy went to be with Jesus a year ago today. Her prayers, I believe, have a lot to do with  why I never went off the deep end. She had such a precious, intimate relationship with the Lord. I miss her so much. I drove the long way into Annapolis today (to do a little Christmas shopping) just to drive by her neighborhood to remember what it felt like. I cried. I remember seeing her at her funeral. She had sewn a dress for herself years before for this very occasion. I was so afraid to go up and see her. When I mustered up enough courage up to go see her along side with my brother and aunt, I had this incredible peace come over me. I knew she was with Jesus. I was envious for a moment that she was with him. Really with him. She was beautiful in pink wearing her pearls. What a good woman. I miss her so much it hurts.

2010 has been the most challenging year of my life. I am only 22, and I'm sure harder seasons will come, but man was it tough. The Lord has graciously ushered me into a new season and for the past two months I have been loving living life. I am so thankful. There is one thing I do miss however, and that is how in those moments of complete brokenness, Jesus Christ was the only thing keeping me going. I was so utterly dependant upon the Lord. He walked through that season along with me... so beautifully close to me. Now that I'm in this new season- so content... so full of joy... so thankful... I miss the desperation I had for God before. I want to experience that same act of clinging to Jesus with the same intensity now, as I did in a season of pain. How do you cultivate that? It's easy to cultivate when you're in a hard season. All I know to do is to be continually thankful to him, and pray for grace to love and desire him as he should be loved and desired. He is so faithful. And I know he loves me. I know it.

I get messed up when I don't spend time with the Lord like I should. A friend once prayed over me something like this a few years back, "Lord, let her be miserable when she is not close to you". The Lord liked that prayer, and blessed me with the gift of being a messy, confused, anxious person when I don't seek the Lord like I know I should/need to. Again, I know he loves me. This is a sign of it for sure.

I want to open an orphanage one day. It most likely won't be anytime soon. I don't care where. Africa, Asia, South America, where ev. A place for children with essentially no hope of a future to be well educated, well fed, well cared for, well loved, and told their worth in Jesus Christ every single day. This is my dream. I hope it will happen one day... one day.

In the mean time, I am so thankful for the life the Lord has blessed me with. I want to do what he wants me to do. So for now, I'm taking it one day at a time. I don't want to miss a thing. I know he has good things in store for my life. He is a good God. So good.

Thank you God- I love my family. I love my friends. I love my church. I love my school. :)

2011 is so near. And I am so ready. Usually, New Years is a sad holiday for me, because I feel that it is ending a chapter (and forget a new one is beginning)... but this year, 2011 couldn't come sooner. I will be dancing, singing, laughing and praising Jesus. Literally. I am going to onething KC. :) The best part is I get to do this with my friends.

Now, to end with a little Jason.

And the world may think I'm crazy when I don't run with them
But it's just plain idolatry, when God can't have all of me
How much time will I keep wasting?
How much cheap wine will I keep tasting?
Been to town and now I'm back again
Tired of living for the pride of men
I want to live for the will of God
Oh Lord, I want to follow
With all of my mind, all my heart and all my soul
I want to follow you Oh Lord
-J.U.

 

Sunday, December 5, 2010

thoughts at the library.

I've been sitting here in this lovely brown leather chair in the library for the past 3 to 4 hours going from homework, to facebook, to short naps, to occasional breaks to the bathroom, and brief conversations about vitamins and what to get our families for Christmas with the modest budgets we live off of. I am tired and just want to go home and sleep, but this week is filled with lots and lots of school work. I am trying to be responsible and get ahead in my work so I'm not overwhelmed this week. But, it's really hard to concentrate. Therefore, I am blogging and updating the world on my life- and by the world I mean, Jocelyn Berry, my one and only official blog follower. Thank you Jocelyn Berry for your dedication to my blog. Anyways, last night I went to a Christmas Ball.

I danced the night away. I wish there was a Christmas Ball every weekend... I feel as if dancing is a stress-reliever for me. Nothing else matters in that moment of techno music, crazy lights, sweaty people, and me flailing my arms around to the beat. Well, my little blog break is over- back to homework I go!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Weight of the World.

Sometimes (often, to be quite honest) I am overwhelmed by the suffering and sorrow in the world. Whether it's a teenager experiencing their first heartbreak or a starving child in Africa- it makes my heart ache, ache, ache. I feel as if the weight of the world rests upon my shoulders at times. I believe Sara Groves says (sings) it best saying, "Lord, I have a heavy burden of all I've seen and know. It's more than I can handle. But your word is burning like a fire shut up in my bones, and I can't let it go. Lord, it's all that I can't carry and cannot leave behind. It all can overwhelm me. But when I think of all who've gone before and lived a faithful life, their courage compels me. So when I'm weary and overwrought with so many battles left unfought... I think of Paul and Silas in the prison yard. I hear their song of freedom rising to the stars. I see the shepherd Moses in the Pharaoh's court. I hear his call for freedom for the people of the Lord. And when the saints go marching in, I want to be one of them". So what can one 22-year old woman do? I'm not quite sure yet... but I've got to do something. My heart longs for the Lord to make all things new- wipe every tear from their eyes. What a beautiful promise. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qEjRLlL9iE